Jinjer - Wallflowers [Full Album 2021]

Lyrics to Wallflowers [Full Album 2021] by Jinjer

Tracklist: 01. Call Me A Symbol Look at me Don't deny me Perfection does not exist That's what they love to claim These are the words of a broken man Who'd give his life away For the least Would you take a look at me Surrender, can't you see? Don't fear to burn your eyes With how, how perfect I can be The sickest fantasy coming to life Vanity is my identity I'm overflown with self-love To kiss my blessed feet, they are crawling near What tramples over thеm? My feet Perfection does not appеar In front of a blinded man Perfection is what they fear But would gladly give their life away For this Would you take a look at me Surrender, can't you see? Don't fear to burn your eyes With how, how perfect I can be The sickest fantasy coming to life Vanity is my identity I'm overflown with self-love To kiss my blessed feet, they are crawling near What tramples over them? My feet If I give them holy food They will see me as a fool When I spit on the floor Poor people think it is gold It is me whom they call an idol It is me what they fear the most Don't deny my absolution Let me feed my ego, let me boast, yeah Even if I spit on the floor A poor crowd thinks it is gold If you were like me Would you treat them differently? Call me symbol, call me idol I'm what you want the most Don't deny me Look at me 02. Colossus Am I the colossus Right before his fall Stripped of all my forces Losing the control? Am I the colossus Or just acting the same role? Oh, how much longer Will they keep on stabbing me? The hate mongers Rose above and made their plea Show your faces Let me see the grimaces Vile betrayers Self-proclaimed false witnesses Here I am now On my thin feet made of clay Should I fall down? You will be my final prey Show your faces Let me see thе grimaces Vile betrayеrs Self-proclaimed false witnesses As my carcass falls It will smash down everyone And the tribe will howl Yes, your tribe will be all gone When my blood flows Down the rivers to the seas When my torn limbs decompose The scattered bones will grow as seeds A giant tree shall rise up high Spreading its branches to all sides Covering the sun and sky Silencing your desperate cry Show your faces Let me see the grimaces Vile betrayers Self-proclaimed false witnesses Show your faces I will peel all skin from them So your eyeballs Stare at me full of condemn 03. Vortex [Verse 1] Like a lunatic, frantic The man in the room looks so dramatic With a left shoe on his right foot This spiral traffic feels too traumatic, too traumatic Quiet The man is wandering around Where's the way out he never found? And inside There's a ball made of lead It's rolling and rumbling on parquet, yeah Oh, how heavy is the ball It bends his spine to the very ground Neither his nor another Enormous, ludicrous [Chorus] Oh, how heavy is his thought In a half an hour or so It crushed the floor And smashed the man's toes Oh, how heavy is his thought In a half an hour or so It crushed the floor And smashed the man's soul [Bridge] (Whirl) through the black holе in the floor (Spin) I begin my whirl (Swirl) I'm a driftwood with no strength (Spin) without soul, with no will [Verse 2] Likе a feather I travel down (A spiral staircase) One more loop through abyss (Where stairs are erased) Like a feather I travel down (A spiral staircase) Falling deeper than it is (All stairs are erased) Through rapids and stones I came like water and like wind I go Through rapids and stones I came like water and like wind I go [Outro] Spin, swirl Whirl, spin, swirl Swirl Whirl, spin, swirl Whirl, spin, swirl 04. Disclosure! Disclosure You wanna stake me out We're taking Another round So here I am in a chair Not fully understanding what I'm doing here As I see a tall man in front of me "Well, hello, tall man What does your job entail?" (Yeah) I jumped out of TV (Yeah) I'm here to spread the disease I'll put us up on a screen Don't you dare to disagree with me Disclosure You wanna stake me out We're taking Another round You say you follow me but indeed You put a tail on me Like a snoop gets the wind of my feet And everywhere I'vе been What I do, where I go, what I say, what I don't Get a lifе of your own, get a life of your own Come on, let's play this mind game If you really feel no goddamn shame Such an artless performance of a crude brain In an awkward dance of the brainwashed and the sane Follow me, follow me, follow me Don't bother me, don't bother me Follow me, follow me, follow me Don't bother me, don't bother me Come on, let's play this mind game If you really feel no goddamn shame What a shameless theater In front of a camera A playful enthusiast But he got no stamina If knowledge is power Then ignorance devoured you Your mind is as shallow As a puddle on a hot summer day Disclosure You wanna stake me out We're taking Another fucking round Disclosure, yeah We try to glue this world together But you say this scorn shall live forever You're good, them bad Since when to hate a man is a fate of a saint? Is a fate of a saint, is a fate of a saint Is a fate of a saint, is a fate of a saint 05. Copycat Breaking into my mind Why are you here tonight? You wanna steal my life That's why you are here tonight? You make me cry, you make me scream You make me crawl under the bed To set up a trap and I wonder How long I should hide Will you leave me alone tonight? Bursting in without knocking Carrying a sack like you are looking for something I am sure you're here not to give me presents What are you looking for? Is it my stack of gold? You are stealing forms but you forgot the essence Copycat Have we met? Did you steal this head? Then you saw those eyes So you stole them twice A greedy mimic Gimme, gimme, gimme Something to imitate, then get all the credits Where's your id and why you think it's here? It's like I buy the same old shit Under a new label It's like I use the same old crap But now it's all rebranded Breaking into my mind Why are you here tonight? You wanna steal my life That's why you are here tonight? You make me cry, you make me scream You make me crawl under the bed To set up a trap and I wonder How long I should hide Will you leave me alone tonight? Starting from today I lock my treasury This is my design My mind is also mine Drink from someone else's glass No, no it's not a crime But when you kill authenticity The art is vandalized The art is vandalized Vandalized, vandalized Bring it Bring it What are you afraid of? To lose a stranger's love? To unveil true intentions And this pretentiousness 06. Pearls And Swine Casting pearls before swine Many tried, many died Swine are unable to apprehend Burstings of a human heart There is no teacher in this world Who would dare to teach a piglet How one can smartly use a word To express its feelings Casting pearls before swine Is such a thankless job Swine are not used to jewel Bedraggled dress with pearls There is no teacher in this world Who would dare to teach a piglet How one can smartly use a word To express its feelings So throw a piece of soap at them To make this age-long dirt come off They'll try to force their fresh clean snoot Through a crowd to a crib With all your kind gentle heart You came to people full of mud You came to those who are not like you Promising to love them too To love them too As a reply, warfare and mockery Slights and tears in return Behind your back they shoot with menace And aim to kill your noble soul Bad people, it's a truth When sensing you're a man of virtues They boil inside with hate Endowing you with top-rate curses The vicious fights, fights the righteous The low-life can't admit his fault Can you explain why you are bothered With scum and coward's thoughts? Don't open up to everyone Don't bloom for every stranger Inviting them to touch your mind Make sure you smell no danger Casting pearls before swine Is such a thankless job Let's cast invisible grenades Of mindfulness instead Persuade 07. Sleep Of The Righteous The rush of fear to even sleep With just a thread of hope I have What if I simply let it in Or clench my jaws and take the blow? As I lay I slowly fade away Into a place of inevitability And why is it happening to me? I'm full of life but I can't breathe It appears from the darkness My body burns in its presence As I softly sink into the dream The door has opened, I can't resist A candle placed upon a bedroom table The storm outside defies to stop The room grows colder in its presеnce I'm not your fire, let mе burn! Let me burn! I see its shadow, the blackest black The widest grin from ear to ear I see its tail like a snake I feel two palms upon my back Visions spark before my eyes Like a forest flame I am ready to confess in every crime I never did And why is it happening to me? I'm full of life but I cannot breathe Scream and shout, don't want to sound My body lost its structure I swear I'll start to believe in god If he could give me rapture! The lifelong terror, half-time dream Eternal minutes feel surreal I plead my savior to release me The savior I call will What has just happened to me? I was dragged to hell, but now I'm free! 08. Wallflower Stay in, stay in You can be alone Stay in, stay in You can feel like home Breathe in, it's a place Where you belong Where no one, no one No one does you wrong Your capsule is your fortress Where you can lick your wounds You are people avoiding people And fall in love with solitude They won't find me in my shell The chances go to zero I'm a guest in my own skin I take it off and be myself The outside is hostile And the waves hit me hard So I climb into my shell To lick my wounds again Silent and satisfied Misunderstood and proud Biting on my tongue In fear of saying something wrong My circle of old friends Is getting empty, getting empty Getting empty emptier And I don't really wish for Really wish for new ones I gotta go home My batteries are low This life is a lock down I gotta go home My batteries are low That's what it's all about I never asked to be here I hated that from the beginning Turning molehills into mountains I feel the pressure building Should I just go on Or jump over the wall And say hello to the sick, sick world? I gotta go home My batteries are low This life is a lock down I gotta go home My batteries are low That's what it's all about This life is a lock down That's what it's all about 09. Dead Hands Feel No Pain Happy morning I woke up to a crow's song They are croaking To abusive music Happy mourning I woke up to all my problems solved And dissolved In a swamp of the past years So I learnt to transform This sweetest lethargy Gripping onto The reality of Facing a thousand As they circle above The strings of my soul Got loose too soon 'Cause the reins of my heart Were too tight all the time Were too tight all the time Here I am sitting on the edge Of a cold fence The same fencе I left you all behind An intricate wеaving of a barrier Separating death from life Dead hands feel no pain Blackened hearts, early graves A reflection of the sky Through the mirrors of the eyes I can hear them coming down A familiar sound It won't be long It won't be long Before they tear me apart As they circle above Crashing down like black rain Dead hands feel no pain Gripping onto The reality of Facing a thousand As they circle above The strings of my soul Got loose too soon 'Cause the reins of my heart Were too tight all the time Were too damn tight all the time It is my time to fill the niche It is my time to serve What a nice day to fall into a ditch And be a feast for crows And be a feast for crows 10. As I Boil Ice What does a man have to do To get a piece of you? What does a man have to become To make it through? What does a man have to do To get a piece of you? What does a man have to become To make it through? The rest enjoy hot bath And I boil ice They fly with the wind As I put a dead horse to the cart, oh god Others meditate And I promote calamity Watch me disintegrate Disintegrate so rapidly Others meditate And i promote calamity Watch me disintegrate Disintegrate so rapidly For the millionth time I got Something to complain about Where is my zest, interest? You gave me wrong address Whom do I address all my complaints? What kind of mood were you in When you clapped me together Accidentally Sick and fatigue Uninspired, half asleep? Then threw me in a box Sent me to the earth The manual is lost Somewhere in the post And I am missing few details You can't name them all So I do what I do best I wallpaper when there is no wall I can't think positive Everything around screams impossible As I boil ice As everything is versa vice What is happiness? What is inner peace? What does a man have to do To get a piece of you Every piece of you? A piece of you Every piece of you 11. Mediator Stop Go Go on My wish would be To see this sun shining To hear these birds singing Children laughing, hearts recovering My dream has always been Life has always seemed To be an amusement park Rather colourful than dark I wanted a loser to win The thin never starving The full not keeping it down And needing nothing from now on I wanted the poor to live in abundance I wanted the rich to have someone Except for himself To love and take care of I wanted a loser to win The thin never starving The full not keeping it down And needing nothing from now on Fires burning all around us And all wе feel is cold I want a neighbour not a hater And a head to go round From whitе white snow But what to do now? Wish I could catch God by the beard And drag him to the dirty streets To show him what was going on The kind of curse we've waged upon We're halfway through to freedom The path is treacherous The best way to make a kettle boil Is to turn your back on this You've stranded me with no decree No lessons given, only learned Cold blood is coursing through my veins 'Cause ice will never burn What is happiness? What is inner peace? What do we have to do To get a piece of you?