Carnifex - Graveside Confessions [Full Album 2021]

Lyrics to Graveside Confessions [Full Album 2021] by Carnifex

Tracklist: 01. Graveside Confessions All I see is a blood red moon All I see are suicide wounds I could die tonight, it's never too soon All I see are enemies It's demons as far as I can see I have reoccurring vampire dreams I look in the mirror, I don't want to see anything Whispers that go on forever All I hear is screaming since I can't remember Hand of the shadow You're in my projection Verbal misdirection Inner insurrection A living death sentence I am death in its essence A living death sentеnce I am death in its essеnce A living death sentence I am death in its essence These are my graveside confessions All I see is a blood red moon All I see are suicide wounds I could die tonight, it's never too soon All I see are enemies It's demons as far as I can see I have reoccurring vampire dreams I've thought about death so much I don't fear her anymore When I die I'm not gone, you just won't see my human form And when you sing these words back No god will forgive you for that Hand of the shadow You're in my projection Verbal misdirection Inner insurrection A living death sentence I am death in its essence My last words before death Let me remind you of who I really am These are my graveside confessions Nail me in the casket, it's just me and my depression I've already died and there's no fucking heaven Graveside confessions We can all meet death together Let these songs be our goodbye letters Graveside confessions My graveside My last words before death I'll go deeper, I'll get darker than any one of them I don't pick and choose who I judge Fuck everything Fuck everyone Let me remind you of who I really am A forgotten one, a fallen one Drowned in the blood of unforgiven sins 02. Pray For Peace Blackwidows and grave dirt All the pills in the world And it's still going to hurt Bleeding out takes forever up and down makes it quick This is for the heretics You will only find hopelessness in my lyrics An entire generation on the edge of suicide I can fucking feel it Blood against velvet, our worlds wrapped in sorrow Dreams in black and white, for us there's no tomorrow I've sat with death and this is what we said From the lips of death Unholy forgotten text There is no eternal rest In my heart of hearts I'm a cold blooded nihilist I don't believe in god Or good things Only death exists You can pray for peace You can pray for peace but death is all you get I've been saved, god's silence was deafening I've prayed to Satan and it was the same thing You can pray for peace but death is all you get When I have this war paint on I don't even hear the songs All I feel is the wrath of hell, self inflicted wounds that never healed When I'm on this stage I'll look through you and into the void Kill, erase, destroy All the violent deaths we died The lives we stole to save another life All those times we crossed over and left a part on the other side In my heart of hearts I'm a cold blooded nihilist I don't believe in god Or good things Only death exists You can pray for peace You can pray for peace but death is all you get I've been saved, god's silence was deafening I've prayed to Satan and it was the same thing You can pray for peace but death is all you get Blood against velvet, our worlds wrapped in sorrow Dreams in black and white, for us there's no tomorrow From the lips of death Unholy forgotten text There is no eternal rest In my heart of hearts I'm a cold blooded nihilist I don't believe in god Or good things Only death exists You can pray for peace You can pray for peace but death is all you get I've been saved, god's silence was deafening I've prayed to Satan and it was the same thing You can pray for peace You can pray for peace but death is all you get Blackwidows and grave dirt all the pills in the world And it's still going to hurt Bleeding out takes forever up and down makes it quick This is for the heretics You will only find hopelessness in my lyrics An entire generation on the edge of suicide I can fucking feel it 03. Seven Souls Seven souls Seven souls Seven souls Seven souls Seven souls and two dead eyes Who am I, who am I tonight? Seven souls and two dead eyes Who am I, who am I tonight? Look death in the eyes and see what I see No lies and no disguise God of death is the only god I need I'm a soul that can't be at peace Maybe you're just like me My greatest enemy is when I sit and think I'm back from the dead, with the same old hеart Embrace this pain, before it tеars you apart Soulless, we all died young I'm back from the grave with my dead friends in my lungs I'm more like you than you think When I look in the mirror, I still hate what I see Crossed out This is the only real me There's subtext in these songs I don't even know about The past lives they hid lines just to fuck around Inevitable, it's what I know deep down Tortured souls, they go fast, they don't last And I won't always be around No, I won't always be around Ask me no questions and I'll tell you no lies You want to know if I'm really dead behind the eyes You want to know if I'm going to scare you tonight You want to know if I want to take my life Ask me no questions and I'll tell you no lies I'm seven souls Seven souls and two dead eyes To you it's a wall of sound But I can see them And they're here right now In the shadows, way deep down Unholy souls Let yourself be known So I can let go Give into my violent soul, that inner asshole I just want to get my finger on the trigger and pull, pull, pull My violent soul That inner asshole One of these souls has a shelf life That fucker wanted me dead by 25 And every day since I've been restless I know it's just a matter of time I'm back from the dead, with the same old heart Embrace this pain, before it tears you apart Soulless, and we all died young I'm back from the grave with my dead friends in my lungs I'm more like you than you think When I look in the mirror, I still hate what I see Crossed out This is the only real me Seven souls Seven souls Seven souls Seven souls Seven souls and two dead eyes Who am I, who am I tonight? Seven souls and two dead eyes And I'm lost, lost inside 04. Cursed I have death tattooed on my soul A thousand years of past lives etched in stone I have the keys to all the locked rooms Put me inside so you don't have to All those secrets so far down I can get in but I can't get out Cursed They spoke in tongues and put their spells on me Shadows in the afterlife held by ethereal entities Death will find you and you will suffer Antithesis of life, berеft of lovers Break the cursе Death, take me first I have death tattooed on my soul A thousand years of past lives etched in stone All those secrets so far down I can get in but I can't get out Cursed I think I've been cursed Fucking cursed Alchemy Their whispered words a weapon that kills with ease Necromancy Conjuring our separation from reality Alchemy Necromancy All these ghosts, they don't want to be free It's death that's really obsessed with me Break the curse All these voices, they're only getting worse Death take me first Inside its past lives and it fucking hurts I play with guns I play with knives I don't give a fuck anymore Anything that leaves a scar behind Break the curse Death take me first I have death tattooed on my soul A thousand years of past lives etched in stone All those secrets so far down I can get in but I can't get out I have death tattooed on my soul A thousand years of past lives etched in stone All those secrets so far down I can get in but I can't get out Cursed I think I've been cursed Fucking cursed Lie to me, stab me in the back End it all for me, get your last laugh Cursed Cursed Lie to me, stab me in the back End it all for me, get your last laugh Cursed I think I've been cursed Fucking cursed Cursed 05. Carry Us Away Blackened skies have followed me all my life But it ends tonight Crawling through the void, there is no peace for me Destructive by nature, there's no hope for me I tried, then I died, death is all that waits for me All that waits for me They warned me and I'll warn you They'll get under your skin They'll stick to you And I'm only here now 'cause I made it through I made it through The words on this page The blood on this stagе, that's all we have That's what we takе to the grave When the world starts to blur I know they're not just words They are more than their meaning You and me, we die in a dream, that's all we have To carry us away Away These are eyes that I can hide behind It's easy to swallow all my lies Truth is, these songs got a hold on me Turned me into something I'm not supposed to be I was found DOA in my last life Repeat might be tonight Blackened skies have followed me all my life But it all ends tonight My worst nightmares they live inside These are ghosts that have haunted me all my life This is a letter to all the people that I'll never meet Farewell to everything that I was supposed to be The words on this page The blood on this stage, that's all we have That's what we take to the grave When the world starts to blur I know they're not just words They are more than their meaning You and me, we die in a dream, that's all we have To carry us away Away They warned me and I'll warn you They'll get under your skin They'll stick to you And I'm only here now 'cause I made it through I made it through I'm not killing myself I'm killing the voice that turned my head into hell I'm not killing myself I'm killing the voice that turned my head into hell I'm not killing myself I'm killing the voice that turned my head into hell It's not that I want you to clean my thoughts from the walls Sometimes it gets so dark I can't escape it all I don't want you to hear about my death and wonder how But I've tried thrice, I shouldn't be here now Could that really happen? Could you all just vanish? Could that really happen? I'm afraid to ask it 06. Talk To The Dead Some nights I know my life will end with violence Some nights I'll do anything for silence I'll punch a hole with some lead Just to get these ghosts out of my head There's a little truth inside all these lies I hide myself well in between the lines I've been here before, so I know how it ends I know how it ends I can talk to the dead but it's not what you think Secret lives and broken promises All thе pain that made their hearts brеak Push the .45 against my temple The room goes silent, now it's uncomfortable I'll plant a seed for your own inner torment Life is hell but we're gonna enjoy it I'll feel better with death's hands around my neck All I wanna do is sleep in my deathbed Put me in a deep sleep I don't wanna wake up for weeks Locked in the darkest parts of my soul I told you before this hell is home Scream 'til you bleed Die in front of me No matter where I look there is no real me I wanna taste the tears as they roll down my face To make up for the years when I couldn't feel a thing I'm not a real person, just other people's memories My face hurts from faking it Tonight I'm not making it Black roses on my grave Bury me with razor blades The further back you go The bigger the horror gets I see life running though me but I don't, no, don't exist I don't exist I can talk to the dead but it's not what you think Secret lives and broken promises All the pain that made their hearts break I can talk to the dead but it's not what you think In the afterlife there is no light They're drawn to me every time I scream Let death reach out and touch you Let it take its pound of flesh from you 07. January Nights [Instrumental] 08. Cemetery Wander Graves beneath my feet Dead grass and dead memories These are the stories of the recently deceased Seventeen years old, I still remember the day My life changed when I lowered a child into the grave Her mother stood over her, cuffed and chained With her moment of silence, this is what she said "I love you little angel, I didn't mean what I did" No "I love you"'s brought anyone back from the dead They walked her out of there, shotgun in her back I have so many memories and a lot are worse than that Dead in my arms We've already been there The soldier that took his life in front of his wife She watched a bullet leave the back of his head Life just isn't right We did an open casket for him that day When I close my eyes I can still see his face I'm not saying life is pointless In the context of time and space we are not important Find what you love, hold it close and make the most of it Two teenage couples out on graduation night Celebrating all the things ahead of them in life My morning was three teenagers in the reefer One in ICU but death still got to her I saw her ghost in the cemetery later that same day Blonde hair pulled back, I know it's cliché Cemetery wander and I remember every body I put in the ground Three bodies a day for three years I've got so many ghosts around I laid my hands on every single one I knelt and prayed with their loved ones I locked the casket when it was done Let's give in to our true nature Turn on the ones you love Eat the young I have baggage, I have demons You don't want to meet them You don't want to see them I laid six souls in the ground that day Maybe that's why they stick to me I just want you to hear it I just want you to feel it You know I'm laughing at these lyrics I just need you to get it I just need you to live it And never forget it I just want you to cringe So think twice about reading this Cemetery wander and I remember every body I put in the ground Three bodies a day for three years I've got so many ghosts around I laid my hands on every single one I knelt and prayed with their loved ones I locked the casket when it was done Cemetery wander and I remember every body I put in the ground Three bodies a day for three years I've got so many ghosts around I laid my hands on every single one I knelt and prayed with their loved ones I locked the casket when it was done 09. Countess Of Perpetual Torment This will be the last time that you ever hear from me An inmate in my own asylum, that's where you'll find me Walk into the light until you can't see Die waiting, like the world will be Just scream it Don't even think about it She feeds off that energy Just like Dracula inside of me 2083 the year of my death 99 years possessed by the countess Forever in love with death Bound to the countess of perpetual torment Lost girls looking for thеir lost boys We're all in hell Lovе is a lie, we're all empty inside I'll go to my grave with that truth to tell I'll draw blood I don't even need Just to see you writhe Just to see you bleed I'll take this to continuity When the record's over you won't know what to do with me I'll take this to dark fucking places When you're in my head, you're in hell No safe spaces I'll take this to dark fucking places When you're in my head, you're in hell No safe spaces I'm here for the death penalty Kill 'em all, no gods to sort 'em out, that's what I wanna see I'll be here when death knocks at my door Waiting for the end, I can't take it anymore 2083 the year of my death 99 years possessed by the countess Forever in love with death Bound to the countess of perpetual torment I can write about anything but when I scream Death is all that comes out of me Death is all that comes out of me One cut more and it all goes black One cut more and I'm not coming back All these years and I know my abuser Her name is death and I've gotten used to her She wants to drag me down to hell I'm already there so you might as well I am one of those kids that got fucked with These are not just words, I am actually sick This is for the ones that live at the edge of the abyss In our world only death can save us 10. Dead Bodies Everywhere [Korn cover] [Verse 1] Come on, step inside And you will realize Tell me what you need Tell me what to be What's your vision you'll see? What do you expect of me? I can't live that lie [Chorus] Hate a sick mom with a fucked dad Dealing with your life dead bodies everywhere You really want me to be a good son Why you make me feel like no one? [Verse 2] Let me strip the plain Let me not give in Free me from your lies Inside my heart dies Your dreams never achieved Don't lay that shit on me Let me live my life [Chorus] Hate a sick mom with a fucked dad Dealing with your life dead bodies everywhere You! Really want me to be a good son Why you make me feel like no one? [Bridge] You want me to be something I can never ever be! You want me to be something I can never ever be! [Chorus] A sick mom with a fucked dad Dealing with your life dead bodies everywhere You really want me to be a good son Why you make me feel like no one? [Outro] Dead bodies everywhere! Dead bodies everywhere! Dead bodies everywhere! Dead bodies everywhere! Dead bodies everywhere! Dead bodies everywhere! Dead bodies everywhere! Dead bodies everywhere! 11. Cold Dead Summer Carved in stone, it's tombstones for us all It looks like the road to hell but I don't know where it goes Painted in blood, I gave my soul but it wasn't enough Time grows life just to kill love Painted in blood but it's never enough Now we rot in the summer sun Dreaming of oceans, oceans of blood Now we rot Now we rot in the cold dead summer sun This is where you lay down I'll prepare you for your grave now Close yourself inside the casket Sometimes I want to go back To stand with thе dead every day Whеn grief left them with nothing to say Somber silence went on for days I can still hear them pray, they all sounded the same And they didn't change a thing I thought you wanted to see blood I thought you cut just because Death in repose These are brand new lows Death in repose Suicide pact with all my demons I'm gonna free them Finally you'll see them Too many skeletons for one man's closet Too many demons with their claws in I have death in my heart right now I'm ready to go and I don't care how Now we rot in the summer sun Dreaming of oceans, oceans of blood Now we rot Now we rot in the cold dead summer sun Sometimes I want to go back To stand with the dead every day When grief left them with nothing to say Somber silence went on for days I can still hear them pray, they all sounded the same And they didn't change a thing I thought you wanted to see blood I thought you cut just because Death in repose These are brand new lows Death in repose Utopis, the land that cannot be There's no heaven above the earth There's no hell below the dirt Death is all that waits for you and me 12. Alive For The Last Time Alive for the last time I'm lost inside With no respite This is the moment that I cross over The old me dies and I'm one step closer Scars on scars from different decades It's not supposed to end this way Scars on scars It's not a fucking phase I am only fight or flight If it's fight I'm ready to die Death will end the suffering, it's better in the end Just trust me, I'm your inner voice, your fucking best friend Anything to get away Separate myself from my soul Anything to get away Sеparate myself from my soul A little morе time and you'll remind people when I was alive A few more lies and I'll convince you everything is fine A little is good then more is better These seem like songs but they're suicide letters All these songs, they end the same No matter where it starts, it ends in the grave Anything to get away Separate myself from my soul Anything to get away Separate myself from my soul Anything to get away Separate myself from my soul 13. Collaborating Like Killers (Graveside Edition) I'll make you suffer alone And make you think it was meant to be I'll rip apart your soul And make you think it was meant to be Close, close your eyes And breathe my Breathe my Breathe my lies Breathe my lies Breathe my lies Collaborating like Like killers Collaborating like killers Collaborating like killers All the beauty you'll never see All the things you'll never be Never be Collaborating like Collaborating like killers Collaborating like killers Collaborating like killers All the beauty you'll never see All the things you'll never be Collaborating like killers 14. My Heart In Atrophy (Graveside Edition) If only my words could capture my feelings So thoughtless and empty, so void of any real meaning, meaning It feels like I'm looking at life from the past Half alive or half dead I don't think I can last Your thoughts freeze the blood to my heart Kill the thoughts to my mind Kill the thoughts to my When I walk by you'll never see me When I crack a smile you'll never see me I'm giving up, I'm letting you drown I'm giving up, I'm letting you drown You can't stop me now You can't stop me now You can't stop me now You can't stop me now 15. Slit Wrist Savior (Graveside Edition) That was her last time That was her last time Cut at your face Blood in the sink You'll hate yourself 'Til the day you die Day 'Til the day you die Blood on your hands Blood on your legs Why does this happen time and time again? Time and time again I should have sewn my heart in my chest Our eyes should have never met Our eyes should have never met Never met I should have sewn my heart in my chest Our eyes should have never met Fine, fuck you then Slit wrist savior She cuts to see blood She cuts to see blood She cuts to see blood Slit wrist savior Slit wrist, slit wrist savior Slit wrists She cuts to see blood