Capstan - Separate [Full Album 2021]

Lyrics to Separate [Full Album 2021] by Capstan

Tracklist: 01. Pretext [Verse 1] No control Impulsivity will swallow whole Any chance to repent or atone For all the harm that I’ve done [Pre-Chorus] Selfishly, I try to tell myself that I was someone else [Chorus] You gave me all you had But I kept looking back Ignoring all of the facts I led us both so far along I knew that I was wrong More scared of being alone Than leaving you so scarred [Verse 2] I wouldn’t let you go I dug my claws in deep I watched the light depart From your eyes pleading so softly I know that we will kill the things we love It’s a curse in our blood [Chorus] You gave me all you had But I kept looking back Ignoring all of thе facts I led us both so far along I knew that I was wrong More scarеd of being alone Than leaving you so scarred Selfishly, I try to tell myself That I was someone else You gave me all you had I wish I gave it back But I burnt us to ash [Bridge] I set the fire Down to your core Throughout your soul And I left you there Atop the pyre Smoldering On the coals I caused this on my own On my own [Chorus] You gave me all you had But I kept looking back Ignoring all of the facts I led us both so far along I knew that I was wrong More scared of being alone Than leaving you so scarred Selfishly, I try to tell myself That I was someone else You gave me all you had I wish I gave it back But I burnt us to ash 02. Shades Of Us [Chorus] You're all I want, couldn't face it I wish you would've let me go Your shades of blue left me painted Violet and indigo True colors shown [Verse 1] Drew me to your light and all my flaws illuminate Searching for my love when you discovered things you hate And I acted like it's nothing, yeah, like everything was fine But it only takes a word from you to change my mind All I can recall still makes me slowly start to choke I know I should have listened, but instead I only spoke I was the blind turn in your learning curve No one gets what they deserve [Chorus] You're all I want, couldn't face it I wish you would have let me go Your shades of blue left me painted Violet and indigo I got so close, I could taste it A moment from the killing blow I'm all you want, couldn't take it When finally the colors showed Left on your own [Verse 2] Burning crimson red, I was a moth into your flame It's all just in our nature, I know neither one's to blame 'Cause the deer escapes the hunter as it's stepping off a cliff Every moment was a chase and it has led us right to this Violent And we treat it like a game Don't deny it Found a thrill in causing pain But I looked into your eyes and I lost my nerve No one gets what they deserve [Chorus] You're all I want, couldn't face it I wish you would have let me go Your shades of blue left me painted Violet and indigo I got so close, I could taste it A moment from the killing blow I'm all you want, couldn't take it When finally the colors showed Left on your own [Bridge] Every shade and tone On our canvas Bloody, scarlet, bleached grey bones Will vanish under black Black [Chorus] You're all I want, couldn't face it I wish you would have let me go Your shades of blue left me painted Violet and indigo I got so close, I could taste it A moment from the killing blow I'm all you want, couldn't take it When finally the colors showed Left on your own 03. Take My Breath Away // Noose [Verse] You are an ocean of the warmest water And I'm a front of cold air Like flesh we eat and the lives we slaughter We only go hand in hand Just like my lungs and the cigarettes You and I are bound even if it means my death Like ammonia with a bit of bleach You're the fire to my gasoline [Pre-Chorus] Chemicals react and our violence attracts us again [Chorus] I said I love you, love you, but that was a lie Drove a knife in your spine You put one right back in mine We cut so deep then we mend Yeah baby let's not pretend I want to watch you eat my fucking heart again [Verse 2] A little cocaine, a dash of heroine I know you'll stop my pain Because you'll be my bitter end Cut me open, rip my organs out You're the torture I just can't live without [Pre-Chorus] Chemicals react and our violence attracts us again [Chorus] I said I love you, love you, but that was a lie Drove a knife in your spine You put one right back in mine We cut so deep then we mend Yeah baby let's not pretend I want to watch you eat my fucking heart again Caught in our cycle Repeating without end We cut so deep then we mend Yeah baby let's not pretend I want to watch you eat my fucking heart again [Bridge] Oh darling dear, my lover I don't think that we'll ever recover From the awful ways that we've killed each other We stab and burn and especially smother Oh darling dear, my lover I don't think that we'll ever recover From the awful ways that we've killed each other Over and over Chemicals reacting The house is burning down around us Violence attracting I never meant it when [Chorus] I said I love you, love you, but that was a lie Drove a knife in your spine You put one right back in mine We cut so deep then we mend Yeah baby let's not pretend I want to watch you eat my fucking heart again I want to watch you eat my fucking heart again I want to watch you eat my fucking heart again 04. Alone (Feat. Shane Told) [Verse 1: Anthony DeMario] I recall the days of youth A solace found in every word And with each note my pain was soothed Embraced by sullen sounds I heard [Verse 2: Anthony DeMario] The grief and heartache Screaming at me So distraught but Somehow calming [Pre-Chorus: Anthony DeMario] The only thing that gave me hope That kept me here when I wanted the rope [Chorus 1: Anthony DeMario] Tell me if you’re hurting I need to know that All of this is worth it The pain you’re feeling now Can I ease the sorrow that you have known? You are never alonе [Verse 3: Shane Told] Scream into the emptinеss So much to say, with no release A place to hide without defense A static voice that brings relief [Verse 4: Shane Told] From tension built Inside my head It’s somehow eased by Dissonance and [Pre-Chorus: Anthony DeMario] Still, to this day, it gives me hope It’s kept me here when I wanted the rope [Chorus 1: Anthony DeMario] Tell me if you’re hurting I need to know that All of this is worth it The pain you’re feeling now Can I ease the sorrow that you have known? Can I grant you repose? [Chorus 2: Shane Told & Anthony DeMario] Help you through the mourning If only for a moment Back and forth it’s The same you’d do for me Let me be the place that you can call home You are never alone [Breakdown: Anthony DeMario] And if there’s no escape Let me carry all of the weight [Chorus 1: Shane Told & Anthony DeMario, Anthony DeMario] Tell me if you’re hurting I need to know that All of this is worth it The pain you’re feeling now Can I ease the sorrow that you have known? Can I grant you repose? [Chorus 2: Shane Told & Anthony DeMario, Anthony DeMario] Help you through the mourning If only for a moment Back and forth it’s The same you’d do for me Let me be the place that you can call home You are never alone You are never alone 05. Blurred Around the Edges (Feat. Saxl Rose) [Verse 1] I know just where to cut I never really was One to refrain from drawing blood Typically my own In ways that don't quite show Surrounded by love, yet alone [Chorus] I'm afraid that all I am is fake Pretending I'm not out of place Or burning with self hate Forever missing yesterday But can never stay Present, drift away [Verse 2] Allow myself to rust My heart collecting dust My mind keeps repeating, "You're not enough" It has me by the throat A death grip stranglehold I fear it's the last thing I'll know [Chorus] I'm afraid that all I am is fake Pretending I'm not out of place Or burning with self-hate Forever missing yesterday But can never stay Present, drift away [Post-Chorus] Has me by the throat Death grip stranglehold I know just where to cut [Bridge] Is there a hole inside my brain Pulling every thought into a negative space? A gravity I can't escape Weighted my head to a pillow for days But I still won't say [Chorus] I'm afraid that all I am is fake Pretending I'm not out of place Or burning with self hate Forever missing yesterday But can never stay Present, drift away I'm afraid that all I am is fake Pretending I'm not out of place Or burning with self hate Forever missing yesterday But can never stay Present, drift away 06. Tongue-Biter [Verse 1] Revelation It lurks beneath, though it can’t be seen Peel back my skin to get a peek Degradation Of parts of me, ideals not reached Self-fulfilling prophecy Just get me out of my mind I’m lost somewhere inside Am I determined to hide? From anyone who gives a fuck Just let me self-destruct While never coming undone (While never coming undone) [Chorus] I know I’m not alone But still it’s so hard to show How I’ve felt and I’ve kept it all insidе myself ‘Cause when thеre’s love, I tend to run I swore I’d never become Who I am today, is it too late? [Verse 2] In spite of how hard I’ve tried In no one, I confide I’ll just pretend and I’ll lie I’ll say I’m fine but it’s a bluff And no one’s called it once Cause I’m not coming undone (I’m never coming undone) [Chorus] I know I’m not alone But still it’s so hard to show How I’ve felt and I’ve kept it all inside myself ‘Cause when there’s love, I tend to run I swore I’d never become Who I am today, is it too late? [Bridge] Is it too late? For me to rip it apart Deconstruct the machine I’ve built in my head Crossing the wires It says “I’m better off dead” (I’m coming undone) [Pre-Chorus] I know I’m not alone But still it’s so hard to show [Chorus] I know I’m not alone But still it’s so hard to show How I’ve felt and I’ve kept it all inside myself ‘Cause when there’s love, I tend to run I swore I’d never become Who I am today, is it too late? 07. Abandon [Verse 1] Was I expecting a thief? You stole my peace But I let it happen without reaction Gave in so easily I never did say my piece I’ll make this brief You are buried bones, haunted empty home and I hope your soul finds grief I won’t visit your grave Or say any prayers I’ve left your remains Unmarked, entombed in stone [Pre-Chorus] Go alone (All you are is just a) Ghost of old (Dead to me the moment that you) [Chorus 1] Faked this Faithless Fucking with my hеad and Preying on my weaknessеs Since I’m jaded Given me a taste of Everything I hated [Verse 2] All you could do was take Pretend like you gave Believing was my mistake For which I paid I will forget your name [Pre-Chorus] Go alone (All you are is just a) Ghost of old (Dead to me the moment that you) [Chorus 2] Faked this Faithless Fucking with my head and Preying on my weaknesses Since I’m jaded Given me a taste of Everything I hated Weight caved, gave way And now it’s just a burden That I’ll never let you Make me carry Like the time I wasted How I hated you [Breakdown] But hatred is a waste as well I resign myself May you enjoy your hell [Chorus 3] Faked this Faithless Fucking with my head and Preying on my weaknesses Since I’m jaded Given me a taste of Everything I hated Weight caved, gave way (Dead to me the moment that you) Faked this Faithless (Cast you off into the deep blue) Go alone Ghost of old 08. Shattered Glass [Verse 1] Destroy my life again As I stared into the wreckage Saw reflections of the good I lost 'Cause honestly, there’s no honesty And I’ve begun to pay the cost Of a heart forever restless Kept me running past the love I saw A fatal flaw [Chorus] Break myself down but there’s Nothing inside, only hollow empty lies And I don’t know how to deal with the hate I feel Looking in the mirror, felt it all my life 'Cause I’ve nevеr been alright [Verse 2] Forever on the mеnd And despair is so relentless It’s imprisoning my memory Piece of me under lock and key When I have got no right to be 'Cause I wanted to be selfless But I dwell on my own suffering So selfishly [Chorus] Break myself down but there’s Nothing inside, only hollow empty lies And I don’t know how to deal with the hate I feel Looking in the mirror, felt it all my life 'Cause I’ve never been alright And I’ve never been okay There’s a vacancy I have within And I see it everyday Break myself down but there’s Nothing inside, and I’ve felt it all my life 'Cause I’ve never been alright [Bridge] The spiral widens still The cycle grows with age A beast without the will To escape from the cage Numbered my days [Chorus] Break myself down but there’s Nothing inside, only hollow empty lies And I don’t know how to Deal with the hate I feel Looking in the mirror Felt it all my life 'Cause I’ve never been alright And I’ve never been okay There’s a vacancy I have within And I see it everyday Break myself down but there’s Nothing inside, and I’ve felt it all my life 'Cause I’ve never been alright 09. Sway (Feat. Charlene Joan) [Verse 1: Capstan] Can we watch a star collapse together? Edge closer to its dying light And would time expand, go on forever? Can we stay behind? [Chorus: Capstan] So let’s sway, let us sway Timelessly, ‘til gravity tears us apart I will stay, I will stay Entangled in this moment Forever, or as long as you’d like [Verse 2: Charlene Joan] Follow me, so far into the ether Go softly, lovely, into night Let me hold your hand, we’ll go wherever Throughout space and time [Chorus: Capstan] So let’s sway, let us sway Timelessly, ‘til gravity tears us apart I will stay, I will stay Entangled in this moment Forеver, or as long as you’d like [Bridge: Capstan, Charlene Joan, BOTH] Eternity nеver burned as bright As constellations in your eyes A galaxy inside us, entwined Our stars were once crossed, but we briefly aligned [Chorus: Capstan, Charlene Joan, BOTH] So let’s sway, let us sway Timelessly, ‘til gravity tears us apart I will stay, I will stay Entangled in this moment Forever So let’s sway, let us sway Timelessly, ‘til gravity tears us apart I will stay (I will stay) I will stay (I will stay) Forever Forever, or as long as you’d like 10. Decline [Verse 1] My self depravity A stark duality Stare into the black (Black, black) Depressive reality A masochist who can’t feel a thing The paradox is suffocating me [Chorus] Well it gets better but it feels like it’s worse Because I’m tethered to the past, it’s a curse I know it’s better but I think it gets worse Until they put me in the dirt [Bridge 1] 'Cause every day that I should wake up grateful I’m pulled back into a negative space Still fear I’m not enough Failure stitchеd in my seams It’s all fiction Horrific depiction Violent condition [Chorus] Wеll it gets better but it feels like it’s worse Because I’m tethered to the past, it’s a curse I know it’s better but I think it gets worse Until they put me in the dirt Or can I ever overcome it and learn? Do I endeavor to retain all my hurt? I know it’s better but I think it gets worse Until they put me in the dirt Blecch [Bridge 2] I can’t live up to what you want from me I’m not enough, failure stitched in my seams [Chorus] Well it gets better but it feels like it’s worse Because I’m tethered to the past, it’s a curse I know it’s better but I think it gets worse Until they put me in the dirt Well it gets better but it feels like it’s worse Because I’m tethered to the past, it’s a curse I know it’s better but I think it gets worse Until they put me in the dirt Or can I ever overcome it and learn? Do I endeavor to retain all my hurt? I know it’s better but I think it gets worse Until they put me in the dirt