blackbear - @ my worst

Lyrics to @ my worst by blackbear

[Intro] Yeah [Verse 1] This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me Playin' pretend that I'm available emotionally I'm off a Benz, goin' 'round bends could be the death of me I'm not ready, I'm not ready [Pre-Chorus] Maybe I'm the best mistake you ever made It sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my name I'm praying to a God, a God I don't believe The more I hide my scars, the easier I bleed [Chorus] But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you еver had Tell you you're bеautiful then stab you in the back You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse Could you love me at my worst? [Post-Chorus] Could you love me even though that, that it hurts? Could you love me, could you love me? Could you love me at my worst? [Interlude] Yeah (Yeah) [Verse 2] Don't try to call Do not disturb, I do not want to speak This is the end, demons are friends, angels are enemies I'm just a fool, stuck in the past, your worst memories I'm not ready for you to forget me [Pre-Chorus] I know that I'm the best mistake you ever made It sounds so fucking beautiful when you say my name I'm praying to a God, a God I don't believe I showed you all my scars that I let nobody see [Chorus] But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had Tell you you're beautiful then stab you in the back You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse Could you love me at my worst? [Post-Chorus] Could you love me even though that, that it hurts? Could you love me, could you love me? Could you love me at my worst? [Bridge] This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me (Me, me) This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me [Chorus] But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had Tell you you're beautiful then stab you in the back You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse Could you love me at my worst? [Post-Chorus] Could you love me even though that, that it hurts? Could you love me, could you love me? Could you love me at my worst? [Chorus] But maybe I'm the worst, the worst you ever had Tell you you're beautiful then stab you in the back You're prayin' I'm the one, but maybe I'm a curse The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse Could you love me at my worst? (Worst) [Outro] This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me